Randomness

Well, I went to bed last night and Ryan stayed at my sisters. I think I almost cried. Sad isn't it? I mean seriously, I should have been relieved. And I did sleep well. But I think I get a little paranoid when hes not home and I miss him too much. It started in september when we were planning our visit I had fears of his dad taking him from me. And I guess I've never really shaken the fear that I'd lose him somehow. I pray everytime we travel for a safe flight. And Deep down its because I know that Ryan is the center of my world, he gives my life meaning, gives me something to live for and keeps me centered. And I know I'd fall apart were it not for him. So its scary sometimes. I love my little boy.

I had this running through my head yesterday, its a remake of an oldie but it fits how I feel lately and I have always loved this song, later if I can piece it together right I may post something I wrote myself. But for now, this is all ya get.
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Genre/Lang. : R'n'B
Tony Sunshine:

Yea Yo Tony Sunshine Lumidee

Lumidee:
Listen baby I’ve been around
I know that you like how I wear my crown
I know that I'm sumthing' that's so profound
So far what I'm hearin' look I like the sound
Everybody's talkin' about it
We could be talkin' why would u doubt it
Ya palms are sweaty and ya heart starts poundin'
This is what yuh feelin' Tell meh about it !

Tony Sunshine: She's like the wind Thru my trees (baby yea. baby yea)
She rides at night Next to me Like u won’t believe (No)
She leads me thru moonlight Only to burn me wit the sun
Damn it I believe she knows She's takin' my heart
She doesn’t know what she's done
Baby please I feel her breath in my face (baby I can feel)
Her body close to me (her body close to me)
Can’t look in her eyes (can’t look in your eyes)
She's outta my league (she's outta my league, oh)
Just a fool to believe
She got everything I need She's like the wind

Lumidee:

If u can't conceive with nothing
Cause u just let it be its nothing
Look we just hangin' around
Sneakin' a look
When I can just put you down

Tony Sunshine: Girl I look in the mirror (what u see what u see)
And all I see (tell me what u see girl, tell u I can feel this baby)
Is a hell of a man with only a dream (ooo oh oh)
Am I just foolin' myself (yea)
Thinkin' she'll stop the pain (yes she will yes she will)
Livin' without her I'd go insane
Damn it I believe she knows
I Feel her breath on my face (baby I can feel)
Her body close to me (her body close, yes I do)
Can't look in her eyes (can't look in her eyes)
She's outta of my league (she's outta my league, oh)
Just a fool to believe She got everything I need
She's like the wind

Lumidee:
Look I’m right hea Come on toughen up
Boo get it togetha and just try ya luck
Eva since I heard that u got this little crush
I Pass ya way and it's givin' me a rush
So I peeped ya style Yes I’m impressed
Always wit the best Put dem otha dudes to rest
So u ain't got to stress cuz I got what ya need
I could ease ya pain and fulfill all ya dreams

Tony: Just a fool to believe She got everything I need (take dat)
I feel her breath in my face
Her body close to me (clap yo hands)
Can’t look in her eyes, no (yea)
She’s outta my league (move)
Just a fool to believe (Move)
She got everything I need
She’s like the wind

Lumidee: (Repeat 2x)
If u can't conceive with nothing
Cause u just let it be it's nothing
Look we just hangin' around
Sneakin' a look
When I can just put you down

Tony: Move Tony Sunshine Yea Take dat She’s like the wind