eh I guess I should update eh?

Nothing much is really new. My hours have been a little many at work. One of our girls had to quit and because she did another felt 'inconvenienced' because she had to work a full 8 hr shift -gasp- and decided to have mommy call and whine to the boss so now her hrs are dropped which means the rest of us are slaves.

Collections agency is starting their song and dance again. 'We need post dated checks'. Not when I'm paying you 100 dollars a month you dont. Bugger off. I told them last night I'm going to see my bankruptcy lawyer and I've also threatened with harassement charges.

We have a friend of my dads staying with us and the gossip mill is running apparently people now think I'm so desperate I'd hook up with someone old enough to be my dad i dunno why no one can accept that my single-ness is for the moment a self chosen path.

Just basically tired today. Little moody. I've found out that I've gone from owing 7000 to my federal student loans to 13,844. I'll be old and gray by the time thats payed off. I'ma pay it for the next two years and go bankrupt. Its gonna suck but I dun wanna be paying that off forever. My budget is already tight enough.

Been feeling a little withdrawn again. I dunno its strange, I mean I just dont feel like relating to anyone and everyone is getting on my last nerve lately. Specially last nite at work. One of the girls was like can you do this? can you do this? can you do this and I'm just left to think well 'wtf are you doing'.

yep tired is me. Tired of my job. Tired of stress. and just tired lol.

nothing else much is new.

Ciao