I think I'ma hurt someone soon!
I just got blasted out because mistakenly I used 30$ my mother was given to buy presents for my son and my niece for my sons birthday party.
I needed dip for veggies for a party of 30 people and icecream. So I used the money. I was told i could. So I did. I didn't know what it was for. I was just told it was there to use.
My dad found out tonite and bit my head off. He ranted about how ' they need presents yada yada yada.' What he really means is "Deedee (who is my niece) needs presents!" thats what he means. Know how I know because I just got lectured on what I spent on Ryans birthday and how I 'couldn't' afford it. In other words - my sister can't and its my fault that Ryan got spoiled rotten on his birthday by everybody he knows but mainly by me.
You know I don't care that I make only 8.20$ an hour. Okay I do. But when it comes Ryan. I don't. He's my son. Hes my pride and joy and most days hes my sanity. He keeps me functioning more than anything else I can think of and hes THREE for goodness sake. Hes allowed big expensive birthday parties. Especially when hes an only child. I'll be damned if I'ma be yelled at for taking care of my son with the little bit of money I bust my ass for. Especially when said sister's boyfriend makes 4/5 dollars more an hour than I do and works a second job on the side. Not to mention her government child care allowance which is a little over 3 tmes more than what I get a month to take of my son. My son. My money. If I can't use it to spoil my son and give him a good third birthday party then what good is it?
It pisses me right fuckin off to have someone bitch at me because I give my son everything, he gets the kind of presents and parties I only dreamed of. and If that aint what every parent wants and tries to give their kid then shoot because I didn't know it was wrong to love a little boy that much.
-fumes-
I needed dip for veggies for a party of 30 people and icecream. So I used the money. I was told i could. So I did. I didn't know what it was for. I was just told it was there to use.
My dad found out tonite and bit my head off. He ranted about how ' they need presents yada yada yada.' What he really means is "Deedee (who is my niece) needs presents!" thats what he means. Know how I know because I just got lectured on what I spent on Ryans birthday and how I 'couldn't' afford it. In other words - my sister can't and its my fault that Ryan got spoiled rotten on his birthday by everybody he knows but mainly by me.
You know I don't care that I make only 8.20$ an hour. Okay I do. But when it comes Ryan. I don't. He's my son. Hes my pride and joy and most days hes my sanity. He keeps me functioning more than anything else I can think of and hes THREE for goodness sake. Hes allowed big expensive birthday parties. Especially when hes an only child. I'll be damned if I'ma be yelled at for taking care of my son with the little bit of money I bust my ass for. Especially when said sister's boyfriend makes 4/5 dollars more an hour than I do and works a second job on the side. Not to mention her government child care allowance which is a little over 3 tmes more than what I get a month to take of my son. My son. My money. If I can't use it to spoil my son and give him a good third birthday party then what good is it?
It pisses me right fuckin off to have someone bitch at me because I give my son everything, he gets the kind of presents and parties I only dreamed of. and If that aint what every parent wants and tries to give their kid then shoot because I didn't know it was wrong to love a little boy that much.
-fumes-
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