a reminder as to why i dislike cheques

I had my kitty spayed two weeks ago. Two weeks ago, I gave them two cheques. One for the day she went in and one for last thursday to pay for the operation. I swear up and down that I marked the cheque and dated it for the 23rd. They say it has the 25th on it. So it didnt go in right away. No biggie the money is in the bank BUT service charges come out today. The service charges will eat the money for the cheque and the cheque will bounce. I tried depositting money into the account so it wouldnt bounce but that money wont be available for 3 days.GRRR. stupid stupid stupid.

This is why I wont use them. I don't trust them to keep my account balanced. I've had 'issues' for lack of a better term with my OSAP collections because they want them but I wont send them. I use electronic transfer for that.

So anyway, I'm very litterally sitting on the edge of my seat and freaking out. Thank you engleheart vetrinary clinic! -mutters-

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Bosses Suck!

we had a minor rush tonite which lasted all of five minutes, theres two of us upfront -myself and serena- and roughly 10 people at the front counter and a car on drive through. We had these three guys order rib combo's for dinner and the boss set the trays up with chicken and started yelling 'rib combo, can someone please bring this out? I'm on the grill!! ' etc and going into his usual spazzy type mode..anyway, I'm like uh sure Doug what would ya like us to do? Serena is taking an order and I'm trying to cash one out on Drive thru? Yep sure get right on that one. He does it all the time. Spazzs. Then his son comes in and starts giving the lecture on 'I don't want you guys to be worrying about closing stuff take care of the customers and the dining room first blah blah blah' and then started dishing out orders and i'm like 'ssssuuuuuuurree if it werent for the fact that i'm taking orders and trying to get other stuff done, if i had a moment or even a clue it needing doing i might have done it' what i really wanted to say was 'fuck off' 'cept i didnt say either, i just nodded and smiled, in one ear and out the other. Hes an ass and he doesnt really work there anymore he just thinks he does. He likes the power trip.

Other than this I'm not too bad. Tired. Thinking of pj's and other things.

anyway i think my ranting is done for tonite.

ciao

monday monday monday

Wow. I just went through n looked and i've updated lots here lol -skeered- Went to bed at 9pm last night. Started falling asleep with Ryan during spongebob. So i went to bed and did i ever sleep. I had this strange dream where I was in this ritzy kinna rich looking hotel/building n someone kept letting these wild cats in to hunt out me and a few others. Just odd!

My leg muscles are aching from yesterdays work out. A combination of weights and stretching. I feel all bull legged and stuff they're pulling all the way around.

No troubles from the arm last night but I think between the lacota cream and the anti-inflamatory I took for it it should be nipped in the bud -hoping-

Not too much new right now, well..not really..heh..its like only 8:30 am and I've only been up for half an hour.
I'll write more later.

Tirrah!

updates

so its all good now. page is redone, standby i do that frequently because i get tired of looking at the same thing all the time.

turned out the sisters alarm didnt go off and her phone is broken, so apparently being that shes my sister i should forgive her..

went and did my exercises again today. Today's special was weights with tie in of yoga at the end to stretch out my already achey muscles. They're not nice btw. I didnt sleep much last nite because my right shoulder is being stupid. Yeesh for being only 25 i ache like i'm 50 -sigh- i guess it comes with the looks -hair flip- hehe just kidding!

hmm..what else? New PJ's! or at least bottoms. Yes yes I'm a sad pajama obsessed little person but hey they're ssooooooo comfy -swoon-

Ryan is with my other sister still - for those of you with enquiring minds i have 4 of those, so yes, the other sister hehe. I miss him but its relaxing. Or would be without the oldest sister and her little people here.

umm...not too much to say today lol. I'll update again later.

Ciao.

running through my head

i dream of all the things that i can never have,
you here in my arms,
the beat of your heart,
i dream of all the things that i can never have,
i dream of all the things that i can never have...

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why is it that my sisters always rely on me but i can never rely on them?
another saturday where i dunno whose watching ryan because apparently alcohol is more important

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never again am i gonna watch a movie that hits so close to home and makes me wanna bawl like a baby..

morning rambles..

more dreams again..one with him, one with another ex..so strange..

anytime i want you all i have to do..is dreeeeam, dream dream dream

lol or maybe not.. been having the strange ones again..last night i was calling him on a cellphone-which i dont happen to have-and hearing my voice echo off it so i thought it a wrong number and called again and we started talking about what went wrong and stuff, and it came up about us getting back together..i dunno..

then there was the other one, I was getting myself ready for a shower because i was i dunno but i think i was dirty or something and my brother in law started going off and telling me i wasnt allowed to use it and i told him to fuck off lmao..there was a friend of mine here at the time and for some reason he ended up joining me sssssssstrrrrrrrange..i chalked it up to hormones lmao..

There was another one too which i believe was inspired by watching Lemmony Snickets series of unfortunate events..there was me - cept i was darker haired- and an abusive father and a few other figures...was rather odd but this one is still rather vague in the memory....

Work is going well, last night was slower and all hell and the boss is frusterating..dun get me wrong i love him, hes a really nice person and I prefer him to all other employers but last nite he was naggin me to come up front and there was only 1 thats right ONE person upfront and one on drive through and nothing to garnished -rme- he spazz's like that alot..

Ryan is his usual ray of light and enjoyment, my god can he make me laugh. he wakes up gives me huge hugs and then prompty hides under the blanket and hes soooo ticklish..man i'm glad i have him, i think i'd go crazy sometimes if it werent for Ryan.

think thats it..

ciao

ugh

so here it is, 7:30 and i'm bone tired and having just arrived home from work. And all I wanna know is why? Why the hell did she make me stay that long when up until I was it was absolutely quiet? GRR. And then theres the phone call I got today, i love my sisters but sometimes I absolutely fucking hate them. I got a call from the older one today - while at work- asking me for money! of all the things in the freaking world. LEAVE ME ALONE I"M BROKE! -hangs head- I hate people sometimes.

Aside from this I guess I'm alright, just tired and grumbly. Tired of people thinking I'm a bank. I wish I could send every last one of their asses to collections lol.

On top of this I have to work again saturday and a day off just doesnt feel like a day off when you have to work half of the day and do housework the rest, go the gym the following day and continue to bust your ass at home - wheres my down time?

I'm mentally working through my budget and I'm going insane. I see every paycheck arrive only to see it go and I've got nothing to show for it. All my hard work. All the raises I've gotten, every last penny is gone by the end of the day. Ah well least I'll be debt free soon. Hallejah!

Umm I think thats it. and oh yes my lil man is home!! YAY!!!!!

the downlow

soo anyway, it would appear i have my layout troubles fixed. Thank god I couldnt stand the plain white and black and the typing was spaced soooo far over as to be almost off the page. I even found myself a tag board for this thing, whose stylin now eh? -strut-

Yesterday wasn't too bad. Very quiet. My sister took the boy over night and well, around 7pm it was so silent here i was almost falling asleep. I did mass amounts of cleaning just to stay awake, but when I fell into bed last nite, I really missed him. It took me a while to get off to sleep. I was just like 'I want my lil boy back!' lmao. Its good for him though.

After that it was just dreams. Dreams of driving off bridges, dreams of Ryan, dreams of work. The only one I really remember even just a little is the bridge one.

I had my first taste of Yoga yesterday and I must say I was ready to fall asleep lol. Granted it was merely relaxation poses and meditating but still! I dont think i'll be signing up for the class. Its not what I'm lookin for. I needa be slim and sleek and somehow lol I dun think Yoga is gonna do it.

Anyway, off to shower and ready myself for work.

Ciao

the blog

so i've been told i need to get myself one of these new fangled blog's lol. Because an LJ isn't adult enough. So here I am. but keep in mind I am no posting queen so it could sit empty for months.